How can a woman dream so much and have so many songs yet no open doors? What am I doing wrong? I dream of hearing my songs on K-Love and making postcards and publishing books. I'm going to be 37 November 25 this year. It feels like time is just running before me. Any advice?

How Would I Know?

I'm trying to find the way

But I don't know where to go,

Sometimes I think I found it

But how would I know?

I wish to see a sign

To lead me all the way,

Or a shephe'rd to pull me

When I go astray

I know God is with me

But am I with Him?

How do I know

If I fell off the limb?

I want to walk so firm

But I get so confused,

All of lifes trials &amp; consequences

Have me deeply bruised.

I long to find my peace

I look forward to my dreams,

But how would I know

Where my path leads?

Oh God please clear my way

And let me see the light,

Reveal to me my weapons

And show me how to fight.

I need your mighty strength

To possess my emotions,

I give you all my worship

prayer and devotion.