Glen

I love the picture your writing paints in a way which so aptly describes (for me) those moments when I'm doubting my path and my choices.  There is a problem with dreaming about the future and reviewing the past (although I do this a lot :))  in that the past is no longer relevant and in the future you never know truly what life is going to bring. For me the reconciliation is how you feel in the moment. If its not a good place to be then you need to ask "what will make me feel love, joy and gratitude" and aim for that. And being aware though its never external stuff which gets you there, its your inner dialogue and you can be doing the least fulfilling job ever and still feel all right with the world, but it takes some practice.  Thanks again Glen.