I really enjoyed this, Ahmed! As someone who has relocated to another country in the past few years, I definitely relate to many of your questions. I especially found the question "Why am I not satisfied with myself?" very pertinent--it seems like sometimes, we think "if only I could do {fill in the blank], then I would feel fulfilled," but that feeling lingers no matter where we go. Maybe we need to look internally to really find the root of that question--and perhaps the answer to it, too.